Dizzy

Have you ever been so exhausted inside that you couldn't even move your leg. Suddenly everything you mention as a problem is rushing toward your mind.You think about your childhood about every snapshots you have had in your life. So heavy and apathetic that you don't even remember what u like and what u hate the most. It's a matter of mind. It's a game but hard and dangerous one. When somebody shows some love to you or some love-making you just get chardged because you remember you love him/her but after a couple of seconds you get back to your languid situation. I think it's only about something you have forgotten in your life. Something you have missed. I don't know what but there must be something.You feel like you are going to have a trip and you are at the door locking and you always are thinking "I must have missed something" .Days are passing one by one and when it goes on like this it gets fast so fast that you wonder how you were doing in the past with those tons of time. You feel getting old and older and older.Maybe some of those wise men in the fairy tales can tell what has happened to you and where is the antidote maybe just stand up and follow the string ....
Today heard about Syd Barret death.He was away from the business for about 20 years living an isolated life in Cambridge and you know what? he was with his mom.What was going on there with this crazy diamond? 20 years is such a long time to follow a string !