2/07/2007

Drink


PLEASE PLAY THE MUSIC PLAYER AT THE VERY END OF THIS POST FIRST

I am gonna share these moments with you.These golden moments! The moments which never gonna come back to this industrialized planet. The people enjoying these moment have gone and their bodies have returned to their father.They are mocking us , laughing at us struggling in our own playground. Where are those thoughts? where are those simple "my way"s .We are just left here by ourselves even our father has left us here to starve.What have we done? what have we done?
My name is the answer! We ruined this earth with greed , lust and machines!!! machines!! even human-kind is no more human!
As once Khayyam has said : Enjoy! if you are drunk! Enjoy!! so fill this goblet of wine for me and enjoy these melodies with me!
Cheerz!

1/31/2007

Nostalgia

This is for my forever professor who has dedicated his career and life to something pure.I hope that it goes like that forever.These kinds of melodies has always brought tears to his eyes. I don't know why.He never understands the words but these melodies are somewhere deep in his soul.
Hope to hear your silky voice again! and don't worry be relaxed cuz you have tons of students like me .

12/11/2006

The Bridge

What is it that keeps you alive?
Have you ever had this question before?
Do you want to live for the next 150 years?
Is the life great? or is it great enough?
What keeps you calm in the storms of breathing?

11/05/2006

Late

It's always gonna be late.Either I am so pessimistic or so realistic about the time.Ever tried to think about something or plan about it without being nervous about getting late or being late for your plans.Ofcourse I have never been that naive to be negative about the future.I always have thought that I am gonna be the biggest star in my own field but sometimes I really think isn't it late? then my next sentence would be "ofcourse not" but can you imagine how much stress this dialogue can put in your head.Believe me it's really gonna be hard to concentrate.In simple word many people say "you think about everthing so much!".It's true , it really is.But is it possible not to think about everything too much?
Everything around is so complicated.Aren't they? how can you guyz talk to someone in a store and only say"how much should I pay?".Isn't there a way to communicate? for me it take so many minutes about what I am going to say to be nice and tiny! although I admit that many people are very good at it and very quick. But is it worth a dime?
Maybe I put myself in chain too much but who cares they only say I'm like that , my character is like that and everybody 's unique.Everything should be so perfect that if for some reason one brick in the wall is not well-adjusted I am gonna demolish the whole wall.That's me!Don't bother I am harmless.
Anywayz if you got a word out of my bullshit drop me a comment and let me know about your experiences and let me know isn't it late to get to your future?

10/06/2006

Ever?

This may look a little bit strange to you but just try to sympathize with me in this matter.I was just thinking that everything we do and everyone we wanna be is gonna end in one way in our mind : we just wanna be free both in body and mind. But believe me it's never gonna happen.You ask why? just let me give an example to you.If I want to drag this old laptop of mine all around the world with myself and also need an internet connection in every corner I go , so I'm kinda addicted to this world and in the result I'm kind of slave to this world.This is how our world works.Believe me there should be the rich , the poor , the killers and the victims to make this world go on. It's a wrong idea to fight for someone else on another face of the earth.Cuz if there is no one on the other side getting killed you will never be able to lay in your sofa and put your laptop on your feet and search the news.This is the order that our world has been built on; the order that history has taught us that human-being is never gonna walk toward it unless some bigger system pushes it .That's the logic and trust me no one can ever change it because it's not a plan made by a guy somewhere in the history.The hands of million of people has made only one brick of this wall.That's why I keep telling you this planet is at putesco.Cuz it is.We will never be able to change anything in our enviroment and don't forget this is only a show that we watch many many times but we will never understand why we have failed planning for our world.we just failed and failed and failed...