Ever?

This may look a little bit strange to you but just try to sympathize with me in this matter.I was just thinking that everything we do and everyone we wanna be is gonna end in one way in our mind : we just wanna be free both in body and mind. But believe me it's never gonna happen.You ask why? just let me give an example to you.If I want to drag this old laptop of mine all around the world with myself and also need an internet connection in every corner I go , so I'm kinda addicted to this world and in the result I'm kind of slave to this world.This is how our world works.Believe me there should be the rich , the poor , the killers and the victims to make this world go on. It's a wrong idea to fight for someone else on another face of the earth.Cuz if there is no one on the other side getting killed you will never be able to lay in your sofa and put your laptop on your feet and search the news.This is the order that our world has been built on; the order that history has taught us that human-being is never gonna walk toward it unless some bigger system pushes it .That's the logic and trust me no one can ever change it because it's not a plan made by a guy somewhere in the history.The hands of million of people has made only one brick of this wall.That's why I keep telling you this planet is at putesco.Cuz it is.We will never be able to change anything in our enviroment and don't forget this is only a show that we watch many many times but we will never understand why we have failed planning for our world.we just failed and failed and failed...

Just a Phase

The world is such a dangerous place to live and in my case it's better because I am running away from a place which no longer was not my ideal of history or culture.I don't know what's gonna happen but I realy feel that the whole life is between some unsure hands abstractly. The politics was not supposed to be such complicated as it seems now. But when you are a politician and you want to seem fine and at the same time empower yourself more and more and in this way nothing would be important for you so that's gonna be the hard life. But how much do you think this "me" matters? the answer is "so much".I think everybody who is in the search of a better "me" is really an artist. don't u think? many of characters around us which we hate more and more day by day are just actors.They have another life.Another home with wives and kids and trees around them!

This nonsense is gonna go nowhere but I think I only should have recorded it here in this page. Anyways only art is alive and only art is sacred and nothing more.
The pain of friends has been always hard for me so I dedicate this flash of mine to my friend and any daydreamer willing to be somewhere else.

Mr. Bad Guy

Oh yes I'm the great pretender

Pretending I'm doing well
My need is such, I pretend too much
I'm lonely but no-one can tell

Oh yes I'm the great pretender
Adrift in a world of my own I play the game, but to my real
shame
You've left me to dream all alone

Too real is this feeling of make believe (make believe)
Too real when I feel what my heart can't conceal
Ooh oh yes I'm the great pretender
Just laughing and gay like a clown
I seem to be what I'm not (you see)
I'm wearing my heart like a crown
Pretending that you're still around, yeah

Too real (real) when I feel (feel) what my heart can't conceal
Oh yes I'm the great pretender
Just laughing and gay like a clown
I seem to be what I'm not you see
I'm wearing my heart like a crown
Pretending that you're, pretending that you're still around

Those who haven't missed you at your 60's birthday will never understand the depth
of this quote that : "No one like you ever rises again!"

Patriot

I am really sorry for you!

Believe me I am really sorry.I still feel ashamed and sad when I hear one of your songs or see your face in your pictures.I just can't stand them.You have been born in such a wrong place.I am serious.You were not supposed to be here. Even Victor Jara had a better destiny than you. I see something in your eyes that I have never seen in the eyes of the most honest people in this country. You are really brave enough to love your country and ignore the nation inside it. I am really sorry for you. The country which has always been a shelter for thieves , killers, liars and fakes ! This was not a right place for you. The wave of courage in your voice just makes me remember of "Le sacre de printemps" or maybe The ninth symphony . I know you confirm me too you were not born at the right place.You should have listened to your sister in that letter when you were still studying ; You should not have come! People only mention you as a fag who were always making fun of the most scared or the most stupid things ever created by God. I m really sorry for you.I still lay in bed and think about you and just try to imagine the scene when those bastards ,those animals ,those dirts were slaughtering you in your own kitchen and I can't tolerate that scene which you turned and saw your guests comming to you with their knives!!

"Father , forgive this people , because they don't know what they are doing" and the soldiers gambled for his clothes by throwing dice.

Gossip

People: A very strange phenomenon.Disgusting and complicated.Never satisfied.Always talking.I think this is the best description for this creature.If you are working and serving them all through your life honestly and doing great and useful things for them ,again the most important thing for them is to know who you are dating, wh0 you are fucking and how much you are being paind each month.This is the truth.They never discuss about your deeds or what you have brought them.It's all about penises and pussies. Maybe because they can't think about anything more other that their miserable lives which is full of humuliation and disgrace. Their everyday routines with those "what to cook?" expressions above their head. When you get focused on their lives you will understand that their whole life is a big disgrace toward human history , their inventions and their arts. All they care is who is wearing what , and how does he/she look with those shoes and is he/she devorced or not. Those looking deep inside yourselves is dead in these days.Human character is at putesco .I told you before. Nobody has the right to judge about anyone , about their deeds and what they do .Untill they mean no harm to each other , they are free to do anything. So if your fucking religion is not saying so , I don't mind. Keep it next to your stomach. You would get old and you will die but still you'll find yourselves lost!
My advice to you better to use those ears of yours to listen to something worthy.Try to improve them not just to fulfill them with poisoning bullshits! and the second advice don't be so nosy about other's underpants.In any condition ,trust me you won't enjoy their sex!