5/14/2007

Judgement

When I was a kid I remember the moment I came across this question that if Mr.God is going to judge people and award them for their lifetime efforts at the end of the world , what will happen for example to the children who have died seconds after their birth or paralyzed people or the people who have been deceived and brain-washed by the others to kill , to go to the war or to do suicide and I remember that my mom used to say :"honey! this is Mr.God's will and you 'll never gonna find out what's going on.It's his order his continuity and he will know what to do with the people who haven't had the chance to benefit from their lives! He will judge everybody due to their capacities then!!!"
Having been always confused about this religious kind of reasoning , recently came to the conclusion that I have been fooled by an ideologized (better to say) "joke"!
Just imagine that white boy raised up in his dad's home in Beverly hills and have been fed , cared , and fondled .By a chance his daddy is a celebrity in hollywood or shit and finally he realizes that should become an actor or something and he has some small dots of talent deep inside his soul but at the same time some middle eastern boy kicked out of his own home , humiliated , wandering around the globe tries only to survive and follow his dreams and again another child in palestine does not have the chance to breath for the first time . This can be the only reason for a thoughtful person to understand how we all have been tricked by a bunch of delusionals throughout human history!
How ignorant can we be ! how naive can we be ! how brutal can we be!

3/11/2007

Fools!

Maybe I am too depressed to even think about writing some words here in my own space of solitude but I don't think it is honest to abandon this small home and leave it like somewhere I have never been before but anyways life goes one:

It's really strange that every single damn thing you have ever neglected in your whole life gradually factors in your life and you become just numb about it.Once upon a time the only problem in our life has been our values and values fade away (we know all about it) .they become washed away and nothing else matters anymore. Heroes become Hyperactives and martyrs become Fools who should have respected their lives and their bills and payments because nobody respects you unless you do.Are we lost or are they ?
Melodies has been replaced by beats and big asses shaking and beauty and and classicism are now some gypsy-like clothes in those bourgeoisie boutiques. Shostakovich is nothing but a communist and Stravinsky is a refugee and Mozart a womanizer .There is no difference between piano and those electronic toys , women are only giant boobz and big-asses and its cool to be a pervert.
Am I right? or I am just a lunatic asylum from overseas who has been born at the place which they can not even pronounce its name correctly and maybe (God knows) they are going to be in war with it in a few months?
Poor children!!!! There is no life for you neither between coffee-maniacs nor between holocaust-deniers and ass whorshippers !

Am I right?

2/07/2007

Drink


PLEASE PLAY THE MUSIC PLAYER AT THE VERY END OF THIS POST FIRST

I am gonna share these moments with you.These golden moments! The moments which never gonna come back to this industrialized planet. The people enjoying these moment have gone and their bodies have returned to their father.They are mocking us , laughing at us struggling in our own playground. Where are those thoughts? where are those simple "my way"s .We are just left here by ourselves even our father has left us here to starve.What have we done? what have we done?
My name is the answer! We ruined this earth with greed , lust and machines!!! machines!! even human-kind is no more human!
As once Khayyam has said : Enjoy! if you are drunk! Enjoy!! so fill this goblet of wine for me and enjoy these melodies with me!
Cheerz!

1/31/2007

Nostalgia

This is for my forever professor who has dedicated his career and life to something pure.I hope that it goes like that forever.These kinds of melodies has always brought tears to his eyes. I don't know why.He never understands the words but these melodies are somewhere deep in his soul.
Hope to hear your silky voice again! and don't worry be relaxed cuz you have tons of students like me .

12/11/2006

The Bridge

What is it that keeps you alive?
Have you ever had this question before?
Do you want to live for the next 150 years?
Is the life great? or is it great enough?
What keeps you calm in the storms of breathing?